This is such a dumb thing to say
But I am having trouble with not working.
I wrote on September 30th about how it was Time to Chillax. Basically I’ve been working my ass off for a long time, and now I should be taking time off, only doing the urgent stuff, but basically just taking it easy for awhile.
Man, is it ever hard.
It sounds retarded to be whining about something like this, but I really find it hard to switch off. I just can’t sit there and watch a movie, or a TV show, or sports. I always feel like I have to be working, or doing something – anything. Multi-tasking is just something I have been doing for so long, I’ve forgotten how to relax.
However it is actually a good thing – because it motivates the fuck out of me. You have no idea how much I want to get back to work, and start working my ass off. I’ve got a million ideas on how to improve my Casino Signup Bonus website for example, which I can’t wait to implement.
Oh well – tomorrow I’ll be good, as I have a nice day ahead of doing nothing but playing Resident Evil 5. Wheee. Achievements here I come.
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I think you need to stop writing posts like this. It’s clear that work has replaced video games, movies and everything else in what your brain thinks is fun. It’s kinda like meth that way. I think that you should buy a jacuzzi for your backyard, that will help you relax. It’d be much better than going for a smoke, that’s for sure.
Most of the time I can’t watch a movie unless I am in bed watching it on my laptop because the rest of the time I want to be doing two other things. I think thats just the way we grew up. Remember we used to be watching RAW, chatting on IRC, taking screenshots and beating off all at the same time. It’s just how we’re wired man.
If I ever write a book about your life it will be called “From Anarchist to Capitalist: TheLife and Times of Scotsman” and if I ever write a book about Patrick Swayze’s life it will be called “From Ghost to A Ghost: The Life and Times of Patrick Swayze.”
I completely understand where you are coming from. It’s like I am trying to be something I am not. I am trying to be a single tasker when all I know is multi-tasking. I should probably just try and accept that.